my taste in music has changed so much lately. not even changed completely but like ive become way more interested in different artists instead of the same old mainstream stuff. but i hate those people who like pretend to hate mainstream just because everone listens to it. they're so dumb, just like whatever you like! right not im loveing bon iver, like i literally love his music so much. skinny love deserves an oscar for best song in the world and caalgary is just amazing. ive also been more into bands, not like proper rock or anything but like mgmt, foster the people, the vaccines, all of that. mgmt-electric feel might actually be my favourite song ever.. after guns n roses- sweet child of mine. but yeah.. nothings been happening lately. valentines day was spent with my cats and foodd.. this half term went by preetty quick and i didnt even do anything. im starting to realise that sixth forms really shit. ooh and i started gym, and ive been well on it lately, like proper going almost everyday. working towards a banging body for summer! not that were going on holiday i dont think which reallyyy sucks. but i plan on this summer being sick, nerd heard are thinking of doing like a 2 day trip to bournmouth, and me and hanifa are saving for a small paris trip, doubt that will happen though. im thinking to dye my hair honey this summer, or maybe next summer but im so done with always looking the same, honestly its getting on my pip, so even if it fails atleast i know i tried. yolo right? lol that reminds me i bleached my eyebrows and they came out ginger, okay im cool xoxo

feel like blogging..

i cannot wait to be like 21 and look back on this blog... i wonder where ill be, PLEASE FUTURE SELF IF U ARE IN THE POSITION HANIFA IS ATM (almost 23, no Boyfriend, no degree, no career prospect) THEN GO DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!! ive decided im gonna finish two years of a levels and then go east surrey and do a theatrical beauty course. not gonna lie, nothing in education fukin interests me.. as much as id loveee to be a tv reporter, going through all the shitty minimum wage jobs which will still be impossible to get due to the economy, just sounds like torture. also i dont want to be a journalist.. i just want to be rich. but yeah. i dont wanna be a makeup artist either.. but im hoping in 3 years time when all of this is done, ill have decided what i want to be and either go uni and do something or else try and get an apprentership. i also want a part time job hopefuly this summer!! need to start saving for stuff.. me and hanifa wanna go on a four day trip to paris this year to go disney land and sight seeing and stuff so yeah.

oh and i forgot to blog it at the time but i dont want to forget this because it was amaazing, with cadets like in november, we went to the tower of london andd like had some guided tour and everything and it was sickkkk ! and then we went to this restetant ASK and the food was so effin good and yeah i just had a real nice time. i dont talk to anyone from cadets except like my good friends from there which is sad cos like it was actually a big part of my life for like 4 years.. and i did enjoy it and even though i new it was time to leave, i miss it like crazy sometimes.. aaanyway..

in media right, were doing this coool thing where like were making a documentory on our "band" ha me aisha, kloe and derbie are the "band" and like we did these interveiw things and stuff.. ahh i have so much friggin coursework to do by the end of two weeks though.. ! i can tell next weekends gonna be a coursework bang-out one.

happy fuuuukin new year ;o

sooo we all went paulas, we got drunk, ryan puked everyone andd sean and dagmara had a fight. and we thought we werent chavs MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAA.