the summer holidays are literally beyond shit atm.. fasted the whole of today, for some reason i felt really good about it, it brought back loads of memories from when i used to fast and enjoy it and understand why i was doing it.. the feeling when u brake fast with your whole family, then the boys go off to mosque and everyone else cleans up; that was back in southal. now its like we dont even utter a word to eachother, dont even dare look at eachother. none of our hearts are in it.. except samirs. hes like a real muslim, good for him, i think it would be nice to be a part of a religion which you fully believed i,, a god which u really did love with all your heart. im more a know what i see person.. although i do belive.. its just empty thoughts as my mum calls them. i really am gonna pray hard this month tho, dont care what anyone says about it being pointless. its more of a personal thing. couldnt believe what happened with the riots.. that was soome scary arse shit. seing people run up and down your road in banaclavas and hammers.. watching the news seeing a building burning down, like it means nothing to anyone.. i just dont understand how anyone would want to cause that much pain to someone. how small a fraction of a brain cell does a person have to have in order to riot, what because their government dont listen to you?! um fukk off, its no excuse! if your bored because your country arent paying you enough attention, then go read a book and lose some weight. im sorry but the whole 'our country rejected us' is bullshit.. weather they did or they diddnt aint no excuse for the shit they created, in their own home! its radiculous, heard someone on the news say they were accting like animals, but they really wernt.. animals only hunt out of need and neccesity, not green and hate.
on a happier note, i cant wait for 6th form, gotta go clothes shopping ;'D
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